New Age Lifestyle

Another thread on embarrassment got me thinking about this. I voiced my thoughts to Mistress Linda and she said "well of course you are embarrassed". Well here it is, no matter what we call it, how we slice it and dice it the condition is simply this: I am a feminized male, I am in chastity, many people know it and my wife dates real men. If it wasn't for my chastity device I would cum in my panties.
How can I help but be embarrassed? 

It's a pleasure pain thing with Jan. Yesterday I sent Jan out to run some errands. She was in her masculine attire consisting of skinny jeans, a pink tee and her penny loafers of course she carried her purse. Even in these boy clothes she is embarrassed and is aware of the sniggers and comments. She told me a woman at the store admired her shoes.
I think the poor thing has a difficult time being a sissy.

Hi Sissy Jan, I can relate to your feelings. I'm now my ex-wife's little daughter - she's just my mommy now. I also had to wear a **** cage, but now my chemical castration is complete.

I think maybe it will help you to look at this from a different angle - you can be proud that the right men are your mistress? find desirable and also satisfy her. There's no point in resisting - it doesn't do you any good and neither does your mistress.

Be grateful for your feminization and a good girl

Learn to understand, that so things are only allowed for real men - not for sissy like us. I know that is not easy, but when you accept it, your mistress is very proud of you - she can talk to real men - look thats my sissy and she understand that this is nothing for her and she ist grateful for your help.

In my own case, it was also not easy to accept this. And so i ask my granny (she is the mom of mommy new husband, my daddy). And she anwers me, i understand you - but they living like a married couple? I agree. And both are now your parents and you are now the little daughter of both? I agree again.
Granny told me - then both have the right of bareback intercourse and of course also of pregnancy. As mommy told me, i have a gift for you - i was excided. And as she told me - i am pregnat by daddy - i was dizzy. But then i say to her, that i am happy and grateful for this - and she was happy too. Negative feelings are wrong at this place. I accept my new role in the family. And it was also no question that i have to share my little girls room/baby room with mommys babies (now two) as good behaved little daughter. Meanwhile we have at evening the same bed times - thats ok for me, because when i go later into bed, maybe the babies can wake up. When mommy say - bed time - i put my toys away and she made baby formula for us three and we drink it - after this its īs time for nightpampers and then we have to sleep in our bed