New Age Lifestyle

My story is one of trying to be a good sissy wife without disturbing the peace of my wife who is not aware of my sissy nature and also not an alpha but still superior to me by the fact that she is a woman.
I hope I am doing a good job of training myself but sometimes need direction and accountability.
I don't want to upset the forum but I would like to ask for surrogate help on the behalf of my wife in my training.
I apologize for being so impertinent, but will it be against any rules or tradition to ask for any help with my formation?  Perhaps someone interested in being a remote Mistress who would enjoy keeping me accountable while knowing another strong woman would be benefit from your efforts.
Thank you for your time.
Respectfully Tammy

I was wearing male attire but underdressed with sports bra and full-cut panties.  I accepted that if I am a sissy, I must never pee standing with my... malformation in my hand ever again.  Though I still go on as if I was a true male and golf and go on outings with my male friends.
So, when we are out at a bar and the beer works through the system.  We might be going to the toilets at the same time, but I will always go to a stall and walk past an open urinal.
So, my friend who is a doctor asked if I was being treated for my irritable bowl syndrome or was there was something else because he noticed me always using the stall.  I just laughed it off and said that at my age I just wanted to avoid any surprises.
He did not pursue the topic. 
Tammy

I think if not a maid or housekeeper, than a secretary.   I would look for any role where I could serve in the seen but not heard position.

I was out playing golf and had to pee, but I was not near a bathroom. So instead of peeing like a man, I squatted in the bushes a peed like the sissy I was.