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General Discussion / Panty sizes/styles
« on: October 28, 2025, 08:14:41 am »
Since joining this discussion group I have been wearing a negative **** cake which pushes my little thingie back inside me. It was never very impressive so although initially quite difficult it got easier over time. Indeed it has adapted and is now quite unobtrusive

I haven't a Superior to guide and direct me but I thought it would be a constant reminder of my position in society and indeed it provides me with a constant **** reminder. I now think I should move on to wearing panties and a bra under my male clothes. So I could now wear girl's panties I think without too much accommodation needed.... perhaps with just a little control. Has anybody any advice as to what I should buy? both in measurement and style.  I am in the Uk so any exact recommendation of panties available here would be especially welcome.

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General Discussion / Re: A problem for Santa?
« on: January 24, 2025, 04:05:29 am »
I am not at all sure how you can discuss them before you get them. Perhaps you can enlighten me?

Alternatively if you read back you may notice that the discussion did indeed originate before Christmas and that this latest post was but a coda.

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General Discussion / Re: A problem for Santa?
« on: January 23, 2025, 08:20:22 am »
I just thought I would share what I finally did buy myself acting as a self serving Santa's Elf.

Not at all daring I am.afraid. In fact rather predictable but ...

1) A Vseisnoo Sexy Lace Floral Padded Push up Bra & Panty Set in polyamide/elastane It is red with an overall black floral pattern.  I did spend some time browsing other more scanty options but although appealing I reluctantly decided against them as being not really capable of housing even my clitty. Incidentally I did consider a Calvin Klein Women Bralette Stretch. Not very sexy looking but I thought I might give me constant awareness and could become everyday wear. What do you think?
2) An inverted **** cage, This does indeed give me constant awareness!

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General Discussion / Re: A problem for Santa?
« on: December 21, 2024, 10:03:03 am »
Thank you all soo much for yur response and valued advice. I am afraid that my circumstances precude some really interesting ones. I live in a small fairly remote village and my sissy longings cannot be made public. If that were to happen I would loose all social acceptance and leave me a lone solitary figure bereft of any friendship or acceptance in village life. I really have to be a private would -be sissy only.

So if I were to get a professional makeover I would have to remove it as soon as I got home. I didn'teven  know that there was such a thing as a wardrobe consultant. Maybe they are an American phenomenom? Perhaps in London I might find one here but cost might be rather outside my budget if I have to travel there and again I could never be seen in the result. I am afraid that a tattoo is a deeply unattractive proposition. A small anchor might be acceptable on a drunken sailor or perhaps a significant status symbol and general adornment on a Pacific Islander but not for me.

Lingerie and heels seem to be the best bet for now. Perhaps  pierced ears for next year. The act of having them pierced isn't problem it is just  that I couldn't wear earrings in public for the reasons given above. I could however wear them at home.

Thanks again for all your help.

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Links to Sites of Interest / Re: Everyone's favourite stories/websites?
« on: December 19, 2024, 08:46:41 am »
Dear Melissa you will find the first episode of 'The Deception of Choice' listed on
 https://www.fictionmania.tv/stories/readtextstory.html?storyID=34203195033282161 (which indeed features a dominant lady) 

On Big Closet Top Shelf all my stories can be found listed under my nom de plume 'fleurie'. Of these the one whose driving character is a dominant woman is 'An Eft in her Bra' although curiously she doesn't actually appear in the story nor, come to think of it, is she a woman although quite definitely female.If interested all is revealed in https://bigclosetr.us/topshelf/fiction/15946/eft-her-bra.

I am flattered by your interest. I do so hope you will find it worthwhile.

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General Discussion / A problem for Santa?
« on: December 18, 2024, 08:23:07 am »
A Christmas present for a sissy? And one (or possibly more) for her Mistress?  Personally I am only directly concrned with the former but would also be interested to hear of your ideas for the latter also.

In my case I will be my own Santa and have yet to decide what I shall get for myself. A toy perhaps? A new bra and pnty set? A pretty nightie? Yum!  Heels? I would absolutely love earrings but I would have to get my ears pierced first and I hesitate to do this for reasons of cowardice. Clip ons are a possibility but they are rather uncomfortable and besides the really pretty ones all seem to require that my ears be pierced. An ankle braclet - not too obvious and yet it would enable me to feel feminine all day. Make up? A new lip stick or should I go a little further? Do I dare to explore a more further options that would be more obvious to the world at large?

So many possibilities with so many consequences.

What are other sissies hoping for? Any advice for my dilemma would be greatfully appreciated.

Love and Christmas Wishes.

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Links to Sites of Interest / Re: Everyone's favourite stories/websites?
« on: December 17, 2024, 09:29:21 am »
I am not sure Melissa if the question was asked of me, and if so if it concerns my writing or a general preference. If it be the latter then amongst many, and at random "the Feminization of Michelle" by Aleisha James which together with her other stories can be found on Fictionmania.

Generally the question is a difficult one. Well not so much the question as the genre. At least I found it so. It is so very restrictive ... or perhaps constrictive is a better word. The plot by definition concerns a male who more or less unwillingly, is coerced, or possibly encouraged, into becoming a female. The possible variations on the theme are very limited. Repitition reigns! This may bore the reader but it is certainly deadly boring for the writer. Or at least I found it so. I tried desperately to ensure that all my stories wear quite different in theme, context and indeed length and gave up when I ran out of options.

The down side to this is that a reader might quite like my 'Deception of Choice' (the only one on Fictionmania) and be bitterly disappointed when they tracked down the others. Still the one advantage of being on an amateur site is that the readers' opinions count for little besides the writer's satisfaction.

Apologies for the length, and indeed the irrelevance, of my reply Melissa but you sparked off a favourite hobby horse of mine. :)

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Links to Sites of Interest / Re: Everyone's favourite stories/websites?
« on: December 15, 2024, 10:29:05 am »
You should try Big Closet TopShelf - https://bigclosetr.us/topshelf/node. The writing quality is generally good.

(I should declare an interest as it featues my stories - although not under my name here.)

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Links to Sites of Interest / Re: Ultra-secure feminization forum
« on: December 15, 2024, 10:18:20 am »
I think it's a lovely idea

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General Discussion / Re: what other help can I give?
« on: November 19, 2024, 10:19:48 am »
Thank you all so very much.

I already embrace the concepts and beliefs of FLR and will  to continue endeavour to promote its values and the opportunities it offers. Panties are my daily reminder of this and indeed I find them essential in keeping my own hopes and aspirations in focus..

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General Discussion / what other help can I give?
« on: November 17, 2024, 10:15:12 am »
Since joining a few weeks ago I have been so very impressed and encouraged by the postings that I gave read here. I am not fortunate to be under another's guidance myself and am not subject to another's will nor can I serve as I would wish.

I wonder if anyone could suggest other ways in which I could help to forward the cause of Female Superiority? Having typed it it looks a rather silly question but t seems so worthwhile and and being just an onlooker is increasingly unsatisfactory.

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New & Existing Member Introductions / If only...
« on: October 27, 2024, 09:54:30 am »
I am new here and in introducing myself I should firstly and above all apologise. I am not really a sissy. If only I were. I long to live as one but lack the opportunity and circumstances. Well that is what I tell myself.  I know full well that your immediate thoughts on reading that excuse will be to recognise it as a rather pathetic plea. I should make my own opportunities and circumstances!

I am just a weak kneed coward. Unworthy of the life style.

And you are doubtless right.

I have tried to live on the periphery. I am wearing a cage. I have tried a butt plug. I have worn panties and a bra, stockings and heels, but always in secret. Never at the behest of a dominant. Never as a life style.

My hope is that by being a part of this company I can immerse myself in the atmosphere and hopefully satisfy, even if a second hand, my longing. Perhaps even find strength in the experiences of others with more certainty, greater courage, than I 

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