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« on: December 05, 2025, 03:10:39 pm »
About a year ago, I made the following decision- although I'd been dressing in female clothing, it was mostly confined to my house. True, I had done things like wear knickers under my male clothing, but I wanted to know what it felt like to walk around in female clothing.
Because I live in a village, it's a tightly-knit community, where everyone seems to know everyone's business. So , if I wanted to find out what it was like to be outside in female clothing, it would have to be under the cover of darkness. (There's no street lighting in my village, only the light from housing).
For my outfit, I decided to wear my schoolgirl uniform, as I could build up several layers to keep warm. First of all, on went a pair of navy-blue regulation school knickers, then a pair of black tights. A white blouse followed, along with a navy-blue gymslip and school tie. A school blazer that buttoned up on the female side was then put on. Black Mary-Jane shoes covered my feet and I put on a thick jacket. I wore my Little Orphan Annie wig, and a handbag completed my outfit. (The knickers, tie and blazer were from a company that specialises in adult school uniforms).
I set out, and after locking my front door, I headed off, hoping not to trigger my neighbour's security light. I had a small flashlight to guide me. My plan was simple- I would take the cycle/footpath that runs next to a busy 'A' road out of the village, through open countryside. When I reached the next crossroads, I would go a short distance along a quiet country lane before turning back.
My path took my past the very brightly lit village petrol station, which made me a little apprehensive. I felt relief after passing it, as the cycle/footpath is unlit for a long distance. (Local council's idea of saving money).
As I walked along, the lights from passing cars dazzled me. But in the quieter moments, all I could hear was the sound of my footsteps. Occasionally, I would look down and see my Mary-Jane shoes lit up by my flashlight - a reminder that I was in female clothing.
Eventually, I reached the quiet country lane. After walking a short distance, I stopped and turned off the flashlight for a few minutes. I then headed for home. As I walked along, I felt very vulnerable. What if someone stopped me and discovered that I was a man in female clothing? - a schoolgirl uniform at that.
Once again, I passed the petrol station. A car had pulled up and there was someone nearby. Fortunately, this person was too engrossed in their mobile phone to notice me. Further along, the cycle/footpath finished and was just a narrow footpath in front of some houses. As I carried on, I was horrified to see a man walking in my direction. I would have to pass close by him. As we passed, he merely said "Hi" and I replied, trying to sound as feminine as possible and to keep my response as short as possible. It succeeded, and soon I was heading back into my house.
My feeling about my experience, was how exposed and vulnerable I felt. I know now why many women feel very uncomfortable and afraid to walk at night.
My biggest hope is that when the Gynecocracy occurs and women rule, I will be able to walk around outside whilst in female clothing. I cannot wait for the day to come.