New Age Lifestyle

For reasons of concern, for sure... Although I was owned by a Mistress for years, my ex-husband later inherited the ownership rights over me when she passed away! I never desired men, my Mistress made me accept that based on my status, I had to accept the approach of men at her command. She puts a lot of emphasis on this. At home or sometimes in front of others, if I hesitated, she punished me very thoroughly! At first she beat my ass. Second time she took away my clothes, underwear and the right to sleep in bed for weeks. Finally I broke down and accepted where I belonged. My Mistress had some friends who regularly made demands on me. Now when I read these lines, I read with regret that after a few years the number of active men is decreasing... and educated bisexual men like me cannot continue their sexual life actively, that is, by giving up. I have been alone for two years now.  I also notice that the number of active, straight men is decreasing. Unfortunately, I don't see the number of women looking for a long-term relationship increasing exponentially....that would be nice... and I don't see them wanting to continue or look for a relationship in FLR!! I rather see a lot of people living alone... like me for example.. women, men... sissys..

I still love high heels! There was a time when my mistress made me wear at least 10 cm heels. every day! I often wore 12 cm. That is truly an exciting category! I remember how much the arch of my foot hurt when I sat on the edge of the bed in the evening and took off my high heels. Walking on my soles to the bathroom hurt more than wearing heels all day. Now that I am a middle-aged sissy, my feet are the most painful. Maybe that's why...

I weigh 68 kilos and am 185 cm tall... I have a thin waist...

I have some experience here too! It's a bit complex, but I think with proper attention, proper nutrition, taking vitamins and herbs, regular skin care and persistent use, it is possible to achieve permanent breast size growth! When I met my mistress, I was a size AA. Now, sometimes a size C is good for a B top! My nipples have also grown, instead of small, masculine nipples, I have permanent nipples that are 1.5 long and at least 1 cm wide! Immediately after breastfeeding, I am a size D, the right size, swaying, I really enjoy that half day... my nipples are like those of a breastfeeding woman. They are two centimeters long and very thick. They are like two spotlights... men look into them and can't take their eyes off them! it is a long process that takes years. With great attention, lactation is possible.  I did express milk from my breasts into my wife's coffee this morning... I was very grateful to her for pushing me to drink it... no alcohol, and consuming copious amounts of soy milk, fenugreek tea, and flaxseed... there are a few teas worth considering...

One of my mistress's worst pranks was when those steel plugs that could be turned on and vibrated remotely, and had a lamp on them that shone a strong light downwards, came onto the market! I knew about the vibration, not the lamp. My mistress regularly expected me to accompany her to theatre performances! Of course, with clothes appropriate for the occasion. While she wore a long skirt on these occasions, a frilly piece that reached up to mid-thigh was mandatory for me! My mistress played with the light to her great satisfaction. Unfortunately, I didn't know, I only started to vibrate when she turned on the vibration. I should add that what she did to me was very popular. She laughed a lot! Later, several photos of the event came out. In almost every picture, I lit up the ground under me in a different color... the feeling was indescribable... Within a month, we arrived at another event.  My boss insisted that I wear the playful plug... I didn't even dare look down at the ground to see what was happening below me. I was extremely ashamed of every moment of the meeting...

not a bit of fiction! I certainly won't say it because it's against the law! But someone said that he saw someone who stopped and saw life situations that were modern-day slavery, subordination, sexual exploitation, animalistic behavior, visual! And indeed, the rich bought the poor! And there was no freedom or equality there! Harsh upbringing, mental and physical punishment takes place. They say that in the world, perhaps this may be true for a large part of the disappearance of young people measured in percentages of the population... there is trade. From playful prisoners, through hard sexual exploitation to pain slaves... the list is indescribable, and you can be sure that raw materials from both the East and the West to completely unique pieces can be found on the market! The buying competition is also going on, since the super rich have no problem keeping ten, twenty or even more exceptional gems in whatever conditions they want! They say that half of every joke is true!  It's not for nothing that similar pictures and graphics are made...

I must have been 19 when my mistress started training me! My mistress had a trip abroad. And I had to move in with her much older sister for custody! My mistress never hit me unfairly. When I entered the door with my bags in my hands to greet her, she slapped me, but the mark was clearly visible. I didn't dare say a word to her! The three weeks I spent there were one of the most tense periods of my life. Her hand moved very quickly, and even for the smallest things. e.g. leaving a lamp on in the hallway! On average, 2-3 slaps accumulated per day! which she handed out immediately. Sometimes just her look or her deep voice was enough to make me back off!  When the glass door in the living room broke because the curtain slammed, because I left it open, interestingly, he didn't beat my bottom, because the guy knew and I can cover it with my skirt. He beat my calves from behind on both sides with a thin stick. I remember how it rustled, it hurt a lot... it was very scary there every moment... I was afraid of him.. I couldn't put thick stockings on my calves that were beaten to the bone. According to him, I should wear the marks proudly. Because this is correction and helps me improve.. 5-15 den stockings only attracted the eyes of strangers even more... I was very ashamed of the beating marks when I was young, I thought it was very humiliating!

My favorite topic after panties! I have countless bras! I'm not brand loyal, I have many cheap pieces. Still, the big names are not missing from the palette. And I have to admit that quality here is an investment in femininity! On average, I wear a bra for between half a year and a year and a half, after which it stretches or tears. It's worth replacing it after that! It should be noted that there are pieces that are several years old and in relatively good condition despite the fact that I wear them every week or two weeks! And there are big favorites that are also several years old and have been used for many years, but I still don't throw them in the trash... And I have a few bras that are too small for me to really fit tightly and painfully, cutting into my flesh... but otherwise, it's very important that a bra is the right size! Routine helps with the choice, but I definitely recommend asking the salesperson for help the first time. I typically visit smaller stores where the service is personal and intimate!  I always ask in advance if I can get help, and there are obviously some shops I go back to regularly because they are nice and helpful! I wear a bra every day, except in very hot weather or when it is not possible to wear one due to the environment! Or the bra is too obvious. Especially for beginners who are afraid that it will be visible. It is like a panty line, a woman's experienced eye immediately notices that we are wearing panties because of the panty lines, the back and shoulder straps of the bra are just as visible under a tight top layer or when leaning forward! If it bothers us, we pay attention and correct the covering layer of clothing! The bra must always be adjusted correctly and the size must be chosen correctly. As I said, I have a lot of bras, at least 20 plus pieces, among them there are special multi-hook and loop bras, simple light bras, but there are also comfortable full-bust pieces!  or nursing bras for new mothers... My mistress ordered that there should always be a large, hard-to-hide, large-cup bra with granny panties as a set on the palette! She had me stock up on these for those days when I was specifically punished with underwear, had to wear large D or E pads that could not be hidden, and oversized panties were not among the sexiest pieces! A girl like me, I often found these oversized pieces humiliating and unpleasant! Especially in public! Overall, the good thing is to change them frequently and wash them after the second day at the most (I usually wash them by hand, just like my stockings)! Never go without a bra. Our house rules said that if I left the bedroom, I could not be without a bra. And my mistress stretched and sucked my breasts a lot by hand and machine so that they could not be hidden!  My nipples are about a centimeter long and nearly a centimeter wide, sticking out of my bra! They are often hard even in the summer heat, so it is impossible to hide them under a white T-shirt! My mistress said that I should never show them to anyone! I should always hide them, wear a bra whenever I can! And what is more important! we sissies should always be proud of the fact that we wear a bra and panties. You don't have to be afraid that they will see! Anyone who is interested will notice! We just gently signal to our surroundings with an unbuttoned button, a slipped shoulder strap, that we are proudly wearing one of the most feminine pieces of clothing! We always train and practice putting our bra on and off behind our backs! We don't twist or cheat, at least at the beginning! with a bra with a clasp in the front! Note! My husband really liked my breasts!  I always enjoyed it with admiration and was sexually aroused when he fondled them, sometimes he sucked them or bit them! As a sissy, it filled me with great pride that he used my body part so willingly! I surprised him many times with a bra with a clasp in the front just so he could access them more easily!!