New Age Lifestyle

The day I purchased my first wig I was asked what my femme name was and I didn't have one. I selected Janyne pronounced Janine. My wife liked it and started using it at all times as well as all female pronouns. I became Janyne, her, she and girlfriend. I had no male identity. After that wife died Mistress Linda used Jan as my nickname. I am and I guess forever Janyne and Jan for short

I spend lots of my time at Mistress Linda's feet and have kissed probably all of her shoes. But I am denied the pleasure of touching her wonderful breasts. Oh I see them and often assist her in dressing. I have watched in total frustration as she settles the girls into a bra and then asks me how they look.

Mistress Linda and I were enjoying the latte drinks I had made. Presents had been opened we sat opposite each other. I crossed my legs and she smiled. She said I was cute with my legs crossed like that. Then she asked if I thought about men. Mistress said many men find sissies like me attractive. I didn't know what to say. Mistress went on to say women think of me as a girlfriend but some guys think I am hot.

I was just told to plan on wearing comfortable shoes on Christmas day as I would be serving as well as cooking. Prime rib roast, Yorkshire pudding, green salad, scalloped potatoes and pie.

I believe that chastity is the answer for you and many others. Realistically you must understand your fascination with the unclothed female and you are attracted to your Mistress. Chastity will restrict the visible signs of your excitement and will prevent any touching.

A couple of years ago Mistress Linda's friend Clarence decided I did not need or merit bathroom privacy. So it was decided I would not shut the bathroom door. About once a week I take a sit down bath and do my body shaving. I really enjoy this time and really miss the privacy I no longer have. Today during my bath Mistress Linda stood in the door way. She had on a print dress and black sandals. She is truly gorgeous and I responded as best I could. She motioned for me to stand and took me into her mouth. I thought I had died and gone to heaven. I have not had that experience in literally years. When she finished she asked did you notice how I did that? Then she asked do you think you could do that? I said NO. She then explained that she would enjoy watching me do it for Earnest and Earnest would like it. Mistress Linda reminded me I am here to please her and if she wants to observe me she can and will.

I once purchased a pair of Mary Jane's at a huge discount and I guess I didn't show them to my late wife. Well one day she came out of the closet with my Mary Jane's and she was pissed. She yelled at me and asked how I could buy designer shoes and she couldn't. She said you bought them you will wear them! Well she made damn sure I wore those shoes. Patent leather Mary Jane's and I wore them and endured the laughter, the teasing and everything a sissy must endure.