New Age Lifestyle

I've recently decided to fully accept and embrace my urge to dress and present as a female - while permanently wearing a chastity device of the type cb6000s - and even though I'm only at the start of the journey, things seem to be happening by themselves with a touch of magic, which seems amazing and scary at the same time.
As a lifelong lover of tights and pantyhose - a fetish which has lead me to fully crossdressing - I've gone through the cycle of dressing-climaxing-shame/guil-purging many times. But now that I'm locked in my chastity device, I feel much more at ease with my femininity but it also feels that an overwhelmingly powerful force from within is taking over and changing my personality. I am dressed full time at home and when out and about I always have panties and tights under my clothes. The constant frustration and arousal have changed my behavior, mannerisms and speech: without any conscious effort, I walk with limp wrists, delicately swaying my hips and acting submissive towards women.
Currently in touch with a very strict keyholder who is intent on subjecting me to strict orgasm denial and feminisation training. It all feels and seems surreal and I don't know where this will take me...but it's too late to stop.
Would love to hear other 'gurls' and Mistresses thoughts on whether they've had similar experiences and what a sissy-in-the-making can expect.
Lots of love,
Diana:love::kiss:

Lovely hair! Although your legs should be out and of course a pair of strappy, girly heels!

As a male that has been involved in this lifestyle for several years may I offer some experience? At one time I could dress up, enjoy then revert to masculine appearance and behavior. Then I met a woman who expected full time feminized behavior from me but I still had the freedom to be the guy. When that woman passed away I met and dated a woman who put me into chastity and kept me in chastity. I now know that for me my dressing up is testosterone driven and when sexual release is achieved I will revert to masculinity. There are times when I really want to be a guy but my chastity prevents that no matter what my clothing choice may be. I am convinced that a sissy must be in chastity and must have a key holder. I have stomped a dainty foot on the ground only to have Mistress Linda laugh at me and tuck the key between her beautiful breasts. My tiny appendage strains in its chastity and I remain who I have become.

Congrats Daniela, you look very beautiful and great smile. I to am in chastity and love to dress, just makes us so much more happier. Glad to see you are embracing who or what we truly are