New Age Lifestyle

Hi Ameli 

First thing is that I've never met a person who has never purged so you are not unusual in any way. We have been socially conditioned that some things are OK and others aren't, there is no reason for this at all but it's there. You do something to feel good and all is fine, you put different clothes on and feel good then get overcome by guilt and purge.
That said there are many types of cross-dresser some of whom will go no further and others who will all the way to surgery to match their inner female identity to their body. What works for many and did for me was simple enough: I got dressed up, day make-up, shoes everything. Next I watched some **** browsed sites until I felt a little aroused and then started cleaning the flat top-to-bottom. After a while the pressure built and I took a few minutes to relieve the tension. Then I did something different. I cleaned up pulled my panties back up and carried on cleaning. Over the next few weeks I did something similar every time until the purge urge had gone. It never returned.
This may seem strange but women everywhere enjoy sex, get dressed again and carry-on so why not males regardless of what they're wearing? If you dress sexy then you'll get ****, taking control of the process will increase the pleasure and save you money. Now I can't get erect, haven't cum for as long as I can remember, and am utterly happy and content. You will get there too.