New Age Lifestyle

hi gurls; before meeting Ms. Camille, the Woman that decided i was to become Her gurl i would dabble in wearing panties and stay-up stockings then use them while masturbating.  after the expected libido drop i would soon be back in the world of misguided assumption of male privilege.    upon connecting with Mistress Camille 'She' immediately took over full control.   it speaks to the power a Woman has. there can only be one dominant in a relationship and i wasn't it.   within a short time while wearing high-heels an styled long hair i had pictures of my body shaved completely smooth and hairless...but for a thin trim single line resting above what is referred to as my gurl-clittie.   She next had me take pictures of 'Her gurl' wearing a locked chastity cage. it felt so emasculating to know a Woman had ordered me do it.  whatever resistance i may have thought i had evaporated.   Mistress informed me that hence forth i would answer only to the name 'alyssa'. without hesitating Ms. Camille steadily led me deeper into feminization within the next few months i had been to a beauty salon to have my ears pierced i was instructed to tell the girl doing it to space it out to allow for other ear-lobe piercings. alyssa was also instructed while at the salon to have my eyebrows tweaked and given a shapely yet thinner contour with a hint of an arch. they have been kept that way ever since.  what had once been a bushy manly look had been replaced with a more tapered style. 3 weeks after that i was at a Asian nail-bar salon for a mani and petti. when i let the owner know i was to have them colored with red polish she calmly took me over the display rack...i could sense the joy She had in doing it over the next few minutes or so i listened to Her go through the different colors before She settled on a deep red. to sit there wearing panties over my chastity cage absent manly body hair made me feel so feminine. my fingernails weren't clipped instead using an emory board they were given an oval pattern and had 3 coats of clear polish buffed to a shine. while i was sitting there letting both toe and fingernail's dry a Genetic Woman commented on the pretty red color...i have since become a regular customer there....and i would add i am treated like one of the girls. from the early months on Ms. Camille instilled a feminine grooming regimen into my daily life. it has had a profoundly emasculating effect and helped lead me to accept that my life is one filled with numerous feminine aspects these days. i discovered it just kind of takes over. alyssa now takes it for granted that i am expected to keep my body soft and smooth and i also now enjoy doing all the things in my grooming habits. in near 2 and half years time i won't go a day without shaving my underarms and legs and elsewhere using body lotion or coconut oil in a follow up moisturizing. when we began Ms. Camille asked me 'do Women wear bras?'  i replied yes.  to which She countered 'so will you alyssa.'  i attached a pic of me early on from within the first couple of weeks. a look at my face you can tell there is just something about wearing a brassiere that drains a male of his masculinity. uniquely Feminine it is an item that makes a male concede to its true purpose. now some 32 months later Mistress has Her alyssa developing my own. a femme herbal pueraria mirifica not only develops a Womanly bosom it also has had a mental effect of changing my emotions. i cry easier and have higher sense of care and kindness i lacked before.  the next step in the process leaves only estrogen to be taken providing the liquidity that will allow alyssa the ability to lactate. as for my bras and panties i believe i have near 2 dozen sets now days. i think they look so pretty with their lace embroidering and frilly edges and bows and tiny ribbons. wearing a bra and pantie and garter set with stockings and heels makes me feel very alluring as i stare at my image during 'mirror-time'.   hugs, alyssa.